Off

I'm feeling a little off.  Tuesday and Wednesday nights at home saw me... not quite weepy, but definitely touchy.  Blue?  Melancholy?  Wednesday and Thursday at work have seen me with a marked lack of patience -- I seriously have lost count of the number of times I have internally rolled my eyes and silently huffed and puffed over requests that, while maybe a little silly, normally would be done with little to no rancor. 

Tuesday night, I felt an overwhelming desire for cookies, so I ate some (four, to be exact).  Yesterday I buggered my knee while at work, so skipped my workout, which did not make me happy.  While watching Glee, I tweeted about my urge to turn to food when I'm not feeling 100%.  Guess who ate more cookies last night?  At least THIS time I stopped at two.  *sigh*

I mentioned all of this to Chebbar and told him that I'm wondering if it's the new birth control pills I'm on, but that I doubted they have an effect on me THAT fast (I had only taken three pills at that point).  However, as he pointed out, anything is possible, and I might have to go through a cycle before I level out.  Oh, yay.  *heavier sigh*

I feel... weird.  Disconnected.  Confused.  Just plain off.  I guess it could be the change in the weather, too.  I don't know.  All I know is that I don't like it and it confuses me.  And lord KNOWS how much I love not being in control.  *eye roll*

Blarg.