Tuesday, June 1, 2010

HYC: Week 22

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I was so tempted to hop on the WiiFit this weekend to see where my weight was sitting, but I refrained because I knew my period was right around the corner and that results would be skewed at best.  I haven't been able to get much exercise in because I'm still fighting the lung butter.  (I ended up back at the walk-in clinic last Thursday because my cough had gotten worse.  I was given an Advair inhaler and another $50+ prescription.  This both sucks and blows at the same time.)  We did get out Saturday and Sunday for our walk, but Monday was a wash (literally) due to the monsooning rain and lightening storm; however, we WILL be walking after work tonight.  Food hasn't been too bad, even with PMS-cravings, simply because I haven't had much of an appetite.

I'm in a mood today.  I haven't slept well at all the past few nights, and my hormones are all over the place.  It absolutely amazes me the havoc hormones and lack of sleep can wreak on a person/body/mind.  I'm sad and snappy at the same time.  I want people to piss off and leave me alone, but I crave company.  My mind is playing... tricks on me and I don't like it.  I hate when I get to the point that I'm suspicious and cynical and uncertain and almost paranoid and doubt things I know to be true, not just because it's ridiculous, but also because I don't like thinking this way even for a second.  There's a lot going on in my head right now and I wish my brain would just SHUT UP.  

Here's hoping the world looks a little bit better after a (hopefully) good night's sleep.
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6 comments:

  1. Love the idea of ignoring the scale during TOM...maybe I'll use it :) Seriously I know I'll gain that week, why torture myself?

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  2. :( Aw feel better soon, I hope!

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  3. Hope those hormones settle down soon! ;) That PMS stuff sure does do crazy things to us women! Hope you get a good night's rest and can conquer another day. Best of luck and keep on fighting the fight!

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  4. I had a few days of a totally foul mood as well. Sometimes you just need to get away and stew. I definitely was NOT craving any company. ;-) Hope you get a restoring restful night.

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  5. Hope you get rid of the lung butter soon. It's been messing with you long enough now.
    Good call on avoiding the scale. Sometimes you just have to be in the right mood. Hormones are the devil and it's a proven fact that they add anywhere from 3-7 pounds on the scale. They are mean like that.

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  6. Aww we're having the same week hormone wise. I hope it gets better for you soon!

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